missing it. i’ve been missing the crushing and the shy flirting and the impossible chasing and the wretched nights and seemingly unbearable heartache. i miss having that one person in my life so much, it’s almost retarded. it’s like i ache for all of that again. and i’m fairly tempted to go back to any one of those people, even though i know i know I KNOW i shouldn’t.

i need to remember those missed relationships are behind me. i need to leave myself open for something new! i need patience and a little bit of fate. i need to learn and wait for something better to come my way.

surprise me, life.

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